NON-ATTACHMENT

NON-ATTACHMENT 

13/12/17

The last couple of days have been super interesting and transformative for myself. I am still not sure exactly how, but I know things are changing. I am being encouraged (not forced as I still have a choice to hold onto the past) to let go of things that I held extremely close and dear to my heart. 

Recently this year my family sold our farm that has been in our lives for 29 years!! So basically my entire life except for this year. I grew up there, all of my milestones and memories (good and tough) are attached to that place. Our family built the house out of our own sweat, tears and laughter. Our souls were there… that is how I felt… but slowly slowly I am letting go and I know that our souls are not attached anywhere if we choose to let go and allow our souls to travel with us. 

Yesterday I arrived at our new family home. It is weird… so so weird. I don’t feel sad, I don't feel happy.. I am transitioning through a huge milestone in our families lives. I am adjusting and letting go of the final pieces of my attachment to the farm. A place. A space. A memory. A beautiful memory that will always remain in my heart. 

As I sit here writing this I am in the new family home garden. I am in the fresh air, the pet birds are next to me, Dad is hammering in the shed and Mum is pottering around outside. If I close my eyes I feel exactly like I am still on the farm. If I close my eyes I hear the same sounds as the farm, birds chirping, the breeze through the trees, and I feel the same warmth of the sun on my face, the warmth of the love from my parents, happiness and comfort that they have put into this home and have now made it our home. 

Home is truely where the heart is, where the energy of love, happiness and peace is. Home is where you want it to be. Home is inside you always. I am still journeying “home” to my true self by letting go of what was a HUGE external attachment in my life. As I let go I also let go of my ego. The part of me that feels like I have lost a part of myself and family, when in fact we have lost nothing at all. We have actually gained a new beautiful home, a sea change, a new experience. Mum and Dad are super happy and healthy, and that means more to me then a physical place. 

By letting go I am healing myself, healing my family and allowing myself and our entire family to move forward in life. The finally parts of letting go are to allow myself to experience and embrace the new home, the new change and allow the joy and new memories to come into my heart. 

In my past lives I am sure my soul has had many homes, many attachments to things, places and people. But like any attachment when you initially let go it can be so f#cking hard. But the more you surrender, allow the universe to help you let go of the attachment and stop resisting and living in the past, the easier it all is, the more the universe will uplift you and support you and the more joyful and fulfilled your life will be.

At this moment in time I choose to live in the NOW, embrace the moments that I have with my loved ones in the new home. Embrace my family, embrace our love, embrace our energies, embrace being together and lifting each others vibrations. We are all healing, we are all always healing. I choose to now raise to their level, to let go of what is holding me in a lower vibration, it no longer serves me any purpose to dwell. I now surrender to the process of letting go of attachments. Physical, emotional and mental attachments to things, places, people, feelings, emotions, habits etc. 

I choose to now rise up to the next level of journeying home, to oneness and I encourage you to do the same!! Letting go is scary, but also liberating as FK!!!

**Sit in a quite and safe place for you, close your eyes and connect to your breathe. Focus on deepening your inhalation and extending your exhalation. Take your time. Then bring your attention to your heart space, see the flame burning inside your heart. Connect to that for as long as you like. See it burning brighter and clearer. When you are ready ask your higher self…..

-What do you hold onto that no longer serves you any purpose? 

-What are you attached to that may be lowering your vibration or stopping you from raising up to your higher self/moving forward in life? 

These can be people, things, places, thoughts, emotions, habits. 

-Then when you are ready say our aloud or to yourself “I willingly release these attachments in order for me to raise from a lower to a higher vibration, to move forward in life and continue my journey home, to myself, to oneness”.  Return your attention to the flame in your heart. Sit with this for as long as you wish. 

-When you are ready open your eyes and write down all the things that came/come to your mind. You can then throw the paper in the bin or burn it, whatever resonates with you and repeat the “prayer” above. 

-If you wish you can take some time now to write down all the things you would now like to allow and attract into your life that will raise your vibrations. Keep that paper safe and refer to it daily. Saying the following “prayer”, “I willingly invite this things in order for me to raise to a higher vibration, to move forward in life and continue my journey home, to myself, to oneness”

With love & light,

Mandy xxx